Gobbledygook

gob·ble·dy·gook or gob·ble·de·gook noun
language that is difficult or impossible to understand, especially either nonsense or long-winded technical jargon (informal disapproving)

So it's finished. My house in Colorado has been foreclosed on. We've packed up, moved out, and I've been shipped out to a tiny tourist town called Moab in Utah. Mom's been out here for a year already for her job. My sister is still back in Colorado but she's in Commerce City now. Her new place is full of black mold so she's staying with her boyfriend in one room with two kids.

Same here. I sleep on the couch since the house Mom's renting is a one bed-room. Life's kinda thrown our family for a loop right now. A loop it's throwing a lot of people with this recession. 

It sort of feels like a dream. You never think this sort of stuff is going to happen to you or your family. I could handle moving away, leaving my friends, my home, leaving everything I know behind to start over in a town so small it only has one movie theater. I can handle that as hard as it is for me. The thing is, is that it's not as simple as that. The future is one big '?' (a bigger '?' than it usually is.) Mom has a job she's applied for back in Colorado where her name is pretty much on the top of the list. But it's not a given and it might not happen for another couple of months. Besides that, I might have to stay with Kate in Commerce City until -whatever. Or, I'll stay here in Moab.

Who Knows?? F*ck I don't, I'm not quite sure God, the Universe or whatever Omnipotent being out there does either.

Everything is one Big '?'

One thing is for sure though, For now it's Bye Bye Colorado.

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